Thursday

Testimony: The Miracle Tree

Let me tell you a story about a strange thing that it seemed God did. It seemed to me that he was enjoying himself, but in the midst of it, it kinda scared the piss out of me.


A few friends and I were out deer hunting. Now, I have spent most of my life in the woods, hiking, cutting firewood, praying, so I’m real comfortable in the woods, but this was my first hunting trip. It was an annual event with my buddies.

We camped in the driveway of some friends who lived in deer country. They had moved to these mountains a couple of years ago, and had been living in a shack built onto the little motor home they’d arrived in; the toilet still froze solid at night. They needed a better home.

They had applied for a government program that would give them a used double-wide mobile home, but the relevant agency had just canceled the program before these guys were taken care of. We went to prayer.

And as an act of faith, we began clearing some trees in the place where the double-wide we were praying for would be installed. Robin had brought a chainsaw for firewood, so he began cutting trees. “It’s going that way,” he announced, and it fell in the opposite direction, just missing George and his truck.

I’d spent my life cutting trees for firewood, and I’d been trained by men who had lived and worked in a logging camp for many years, so I pushed him out of the way and took the saw. I dropped the next several trees in a stack (where the first one was supposed to have gone). We fell into a rhythm: I’d drop the tree, they would take the limbs off, then I’d come back and cut them into firewood lengths, and we’d all stack them.

Then we came to the last tree. It was a large tree, probably two feet in diameter. I could deal with that, but it was leaning pretty significantly. Right toward the lean-to built onto the little motor home. We needed that tree to fall the other direction, any other direction than on top of their little home. 

 “Guys, if we cut this one down, it’s going to fall onto their house. It’s leaning too much to fall any other direction.” This tree wasn’t actually in the area that needed to be cleared, and the tree was solid; they just wanted it gone, not looming over their home. I could understand that. But this one called for a professional, but nobody had money for that.


“Well if you won’t cut it, I will,” Robin announced and reached for the chainsaw. I remembered, this was the guy who cut the tree that fell the wrong way earlier in the day. I knew he was serious about cutting it; he was pretty good at the “Ready, Fire, Aim!” methodology that I was working hard to avoid. I figured that I had a better chance of bringing the tree down safely than he did, so I got to work, and Robin looked relieved. So did our friends who lived in that shack.

Some background: when cutting down a tree, you first cut a big notch, an “undercut,” in the side of the tree facing towards where you wanted the tree to fall, then you cut the back, and (normally) it falls right where you want it.

I cut a huge undercut on the side away from the house, literally more than halfway through the large trunk of the tree. I still wasn’t confident, so I climbed partway up the tree and tied a heavy rope to the trunk; we tied the other end to Robin’s truck, and he drove forward enough to tighten the rope, putting some tension on the tree toward the direction we wanted it to fall. We stayed in contact with our walkie-talkies.

I prayed (again) and started to cut the back cut, still not confident this was going to work the way we wanted it to. So I cut an inch and stood back to look at the tree, cut another inch and stood back again. Progress was slow. I was OK with that. Everybody else was clustered behind me, out of danger. I cut another inch, and the tree wobbled threateningly. I grabbed the walkie-talkie, “Robin, pull your truck forward another three inches!”

He did so, and at that moment, the rope snapped, and the tree, now released from that tension, began to fall toward the house. Exactly toward the house.

To this day, I don’t know why I did it, but immediately I turned to the guys out of the way behind me and shouted, “George! Change the wind!” and turned back expecting to watch the tree fall gracefully onto their poor home.

Except it didn’t. As I watched, I saw, with my own eyes I saw the tree stand itself upright! And just stand there. Like it was waiting.

I had cut nearly completely through the tree trunk, and now this tree, which had been leaning dangerously toward their house, was standing upright on the stump. Just standing there, waiting.

I’d been falling trees for twenty years and had never seen that happen before.

But now what on earth do we do? If the laws of physics still worked (and I already had real reason to question their reliability) the slightest breeze would blow the tree down one way or the other. God, what do we do with this?

I had a come-along in my truck, and the cable on it was reasonably long. I cut a notch in the stump next to our physics-defying tree and wrapped one end of the cable around that. Then I threw a ladder against the miraculous tree, and climbed up to hook the other end of the cable around the trunk, maybe a dozen feet above the ground. (I was kind of surprised that my weight on the ladder didn’t knock the tree down sideways.)

Then I stepped back down, calmly took the ladder down and handed it to one of they guys, and quietly and peacefully winched the tree to the ground. It took a minute, but it fell exactly where I had planned it to fall. I stood there in a daze.

Then I went back to the base of the tree to check. Yep, there was less than an inch of un-cut wood standing up on the trunk. I cut a bit if it out and stuck it in my pocket as a testimony.

The next year, we came back to this place to hunt. In the evenings, we lounged comfortably in their new-to-them double-wide mobile home, heated comfortably with a nice wood-burning stove.

I say again: “God is good!”

Saturday

This one is not quite politically correct.

There are two diseases in our culture (at least). They're both kind of sick.

Some people talk about TDS as "Trump Derangement Syndrome." Anything that Mr Trump or his supporters say triggers an instant negative response. And the issue is much broader than Mr Trump.

Other people talk about TDS as "Trump Discipleship Syndrome." Anything that Mr Trump or his supporters say triggers a positive response. And this also is much broader than Mr Trump himself personally.

And pretty often these days, people with differing opinions can't even have a meaningful conversation any more. 

I'm thinking if we have issues that trigger us, then regardless what that particular trigger is, we're controlled (triggered) by others, either the trigger issue (regardless what that issue is) or the people who can't stop talking about those trigger issues.

That's true for political trigger issues, for religious trigger issues, for social trigger issues, isn't it?

Confession: I don't even know what many of these symbols represent, and I'm quite confident that not all of them apply to ANYbody on either side of the triggering conversation.

The point is that if we get triggered, someone else (or something else) is controlling us, and they probably don't have our best interests in mind.

In my opinion -- and it's guaranteed: if you don't like it, you get back everything you paid for it -- is that people blindly following either side (or any side in between) are living a compromised life: there's so much more to life than just opinions and issues.

Wednesday

Ezekiel's Failing Shepherds

Ezekiel’s prophecy to the shepherds of Israel spoke to me recently. (I’ll quote it at the end.)

The essence of the accusation is that the shepherds – the ones responsible for taking care of the people – were taking care of themselves at the expense of the people. They betrayed the people they were responsible to care for. 

You might be familiar with the concept of a leader “fleecing the sheep.” That’s a bad thing. God sounds pretty serious when he talks about it here. 

I’ve encountered “Christian ministries” whose “ministry” was mostly asking for donations. It’s pretty easy to see there’s a problem with that. I’ve thought, “I wouldn’t want to be in their shoes on Judgment Day,” and I stopped asking questions. 

But this morning, I felt the Good Shepherd drawing my attention in a couple of new directions that I hadn’t considered before. 

First, I realized that while *some* of these failing shepherds might know full well that what they’re doing is wrong, there are probably others who are doing the best they can, and still failing, still qualifying for inclusion in this judgment. So far, I see four categories. 

• We’ve already considered the shepherds who are fully aware that they’re betraying their people.

• I have known leaders that had good intentions, but no actual skill at leading anyone. Bible School or Seminary doesn’t make you a competent leader of people. 

• I have known leaders that had good intentions, had great skill at leading, but they had missed the memo that they were called to build God’s Kingdom, not their own. It’s too easy to get a business card printed these days. 

• I have known leaders that had good intentions, great skill, and wanted to build God’s kingdom, but their moral compass had lost its bearings, and they fell into all sorts of temptations and corruption. So sad.

○ And, of course, there are a huge number of faithful shepherds, who put both the needs of the sheep and of the Good Shepherd ahead of their own, many times at great personal sacrifice. I’m really thankful for these men and women among us!  

Outrage is a really popular, and really powerful thing these days, and frankly, it’s a worldly response to some of these failing shepherds. But for some of them, I wonder if pity might not be appropriate. 

And since neither outrage nor pity fixes anything, maybe we should pray for these poor failing individuals. And especially for the sheep that they oversee. The Good Shepherd, it seems, is more about redemption than about punishment.

But he wasn’t done stretching me. 

I’ve always thought about this passage in the context of church leaders; after all, we call them “shepherds” sometimes. 

But then I realized that he’s talking about people who have a responsibility to take care of other people, and that is not just about church leaders. (That unbiblical and artificial “sacred/secular division” busted my chops again!)

I realized that God is concerned about “secular” leaders who betray their people, too. 

• These days, it’s not too difficult to think of political leaders who betray the people who voted them into office. The number of leaders whose net worth increases by tens of millions of dollars while on a salary is indicative. And embarrassing. And those whose income grows the fastest seem to not stand up very well for the issues of the people they represent. 

But then I realized that this betrayal might be a bigger issue than even self-enrichment. No wonder God is so frustrated about it. 

• I thought about business leaders who put their own profits, the profits of their businesses ahead of the people that they are “serving” in their business. Names came to mind: Disney, Pfizer, Merck, Amazon, Enron, Weinstein, Epstein. There are others. I suspect that there are business leaders in all the same categories of failure as church leaders. 

• Then it occurred to me that there has been a similar betrayal in our education system. Claudine Gay at Harvard made a lot of headlines in the past year or two, and higher education has, as a whole, been pretty active at disassembling the faith of their students. But there have been thousands of videos of teachers and  school board meetings revealing an intentional effort to violently change the values, and occasionally the gender, of the students they “serve.” 

• We’ve discussed the betrayal of the mainstream media enough over the past several months; so many of them have transformed from “presenters of news” to propaganda tools of both government and big business. Both news media organizations and news personalities.

So what do we do with all these shepherds who have failed us, who are still failing us? 

Well, I begin by praying. If we fail in our prayers, nothing else matters. I’m still praying that the things that have been hidden in the darkness so long would be brought out into the light, and dealt with justly; I pray it for every aspect of our culture here: government, church leaders, business leaders, media, all of it. (I pray this for my own life as well, but that’s a different conversation.)

More and more, I’m finding my prayers including calling for repentance in the hearts of the leaders who have made a living betraying our trust, preying on those they are called to serve. God is no less interested in redemption in the 21st century than he was in the first century. 

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The word of the LORD came to me: "Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel; prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Woe to you shepherds of Israel who only take care of yourselves! 

Should not shepherds take care of the flock? You eat the curds, clothe yourselves with the wool and slaughter the choice animals, but you do not take care of the flock. You have not strengthened the weak or healed the sick or bound up the injured. You have not brought back the strays or searched for the lost. 

You have ruled them harshly and brutally. So they were scattered because there was no shepherd, and when they were scattered they became food for all the wild animals. My sheep wandered over all the mountains and on every high hill. They were scattered over the whole earth, and no one searched or looked for them. 

"'Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: As surely as I live, declares the Sovereign LORD, because my flock lacks a shepherd and so has been plundered and has become food for all the wild animals, and because my shepherds did not search for my flock but cared for themselves rather than for my flock, therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: This is what the Sovereign LORD says: 

I am against the shepherds and will hold them accountable for my flock. I will remove them from tending the flock so that the shepherds can no longer feed themselves. I will rescue my flock from their mouths, and it will no longer be food for them. 

[Ezekiel 34:1-10]