One day I was walking in the woods, talking with God. Well,
it was mostly me talking, but we were together, and it was a good day.
I started talking about some of the big questions. Why are
we here? What is really the meaning of life? That kind of stuff. I was talking
my way through some of these, and I’m afraid I was feeling a little like
Ecclesiastes: “Vanity of vanities, all is vanity.”
“So what is the real purpose of my life? There are lots of
things I can do with my life but in terms of eternity, not so much. In terms of
eternity, there are only a couple of things that I can really accomplish.
“In terms of eternity, I can know God. I can introduce
others to know God. And I can raise my children to know God. And that’s about
it. Nothing ever really changes.
“Then it starts all over again. They can know God, and they
can introduce others to know God, and they can raise their children to know
God. And that’s all. It never changes.”
And the earth shifted.
I felt a veil removed from my eyes, and suddenly, I saw
Father in his secret place, it was like I was seeing him in his bedroom, in his
intimate place, half dressed. I was almost embarrassed by the intimacy.
And with tears in his eyes, he looked at me, and said, “Yes. That's it. That’s exactly it.”
And I realized that this was exactly the way he wanted it to be.
And I realized that this was exactly the way he wanted it to be.